today is prolly one of the few days that i would feel cold and lonely.
jason and amos are not around in the morning. i had my breakfast alone. Queuing up at the beehoon stall, all by myself. no big deal anyway, but nobody seem to notice. which pins a tinge of loneliness in me. i hate to be alone.
most of my lunch buddies are not around today either. the weather's so cold. i bumped into hazel at the lift lobby, it felt as if there is a kind of invisible barrier between us. i feel awkward. like we have totally nothing to talk about anymore ever since. i kept quiet. just so that time can tide this through, perhaps its just better for the both of us.
less talk, less misunderstandings.
most of us would dream to have someone to share our thicks and thins with. someone who can tell you i love you and i need you regardless under what circumstances. someone who can reassure you all the time, relentlessly, telling you that you are ALWAYS in his/her heart, NEVER to leave you. i'm no exception. there are things that i dont know how to tell you, and so i chose not to. i wish that things can happen just the way we wished that it will be.
if only there is a someone who is able to convince me with those words.
nevertheless, i will not regret the decisions i have made.
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